Spiritual Gifts come with Physical Consequences.

While reorganizing my art supplies & book collection I came upon this book I purchased for a Philosophy 101 class many years ago. I flipped through it, skimming titles and stopped for no particular reason on page 372 where I read the quote posted below. It wasn't purposeful, yet random is not the right word.  The coincidence is an enticing mystery. I was impacted by this passage because I had been thinking about a related idea and was looking for a way to convey the connection between the search for enlightenment and a psychosis we suffer from the human condition. Seeking knowledge brings us to an edge of chaos that is precarious and seems irrational...

" Philosophy being nothing else but the study of wisdom and truth, it may with reason be expected that those who have spent most time and pains in it should enjoy a greater calm and serenity of mind, a greater clearness and evidence of knowledge, and be less disturbed with doubts and difficulties than other men.  Yet so it is, we see the illiterate bulk of mankind that walk the highroad of plain common sense, and are governed by the dictates of nature, for the most part easy and undisturbed. to them nothing that is familiar appears unaccountable or difficult to comprehend.  They complain not of any want of evidence in their sense, and are out of all danger of becoming sceptics.  But no sooner do we depart from sense and instinct to follow the light of a superior principle, to reason, mediate, and reflect on the nature of things, but a thousand scruples spring up in our minds concerning those things which before we seemed fully to comprehend.  Prejudices and errors of sense do from all parts discover themselves to our view; and, endeavoring to correct these by reason, we are insensibly drawn into uncouth paradoxes, difficulties, and inconsistencies, which multiply and grow upon us as we advance in speculation, till at length, having wandered through many intricate mazes, we find ourselves just where we were, or, which is worse, sit down in a forlorn scepticism."