It comes full circle again

Going back through notes from my college years I come across a number of books I wrote down to check out. A repeating title in numerous different notes is "The Ancient Secret of the Flower of Life" While many research lines I followed pointed to it, I never ended up getting a hold of a copy, still haven't, although I hope to change that soon. I was more interested in madness and chaos, in figuring out why I embraced the dark mystery of pain and insanity that are polarized into evil and the enemy when they shouldn't be, leading me to chaos theories and complexity theories, an obsession with the Fibonacci sequence. Trying to find a core explanation

I had a strong interest in High School in DNA and the math involved in chemistry. Since I pursued an education in Fine Arts Math and Science was only involved when I wanted to do the research independently. Recently I have followed my path of research and exploration back to connect to DNA and the platonic solids and the table of elements and many other scientific presentations of the world. I found it strange over the years that I would instinctively have a vision why something was, or how it connected to something else, and pursue books to find out if there was something to it discovering research that was done while I was young and before I was born that confirms the idea.

It's become obvious that there was innate knowledge that I knew, but not consciously, I connected to poetic concepts that I didn't fully understand at the time, I experienced it without being aware of what I was experiencing. Now I pay closer attention, to signals from within and without, to serendipity and instincts and then I was introduced to spirit science. It laid out for me all the information I missed in the book about the Flower of Life and made connections between all sorts of various paths of research that I hadn't yet connected.  Since then I have been returning to my research, to this investigation into comprehension of existence, the search for truth, not as in the details of an event in history, but the core truths of being that apply to all of infinity.

Check out the Sacred Geometry movie for a crash course. It has been a great inspiration for returning to my journey to spread awareness and influence the world with creative and evolving energy.

I actually go back and watch this and many other videos over again, each time a different comment or point triggers a relation to something else I recently thought or read about and I can jump off to the next exploration. It's interesting that in my search for an understanding of the great mysteries, for the answer to the great questions of what is life which then subdivides into the new questions what is it's meaning, purpose, origin and direction, I find so many others all over the world presenting a "unified theory of everything" none of which are exactly the same, but all of which touch on interesting perspectives of a similar origin. Sure with linguistics we can use all sorts of terms, the key, the code, the pattern. I think what I like best is stepping into each of these conceptual viewpoints and perceiving what others do, I feel like it gives me a grander perspective from which to view. Sometimes I think it will be the spaces in between all these grand theories, the unspoken connection, the ghost beat, the space between the lines, here in the darkness, is the experience of knowing.